Hopeless In My Life

Exam Ended!

2009-05-29T03:23:00.000-07:00

Yea~ Yea~!
Exam end liao lorrrr!!!!!
xD

Holidays is coming...
Can go shopping, swimming and find friends!
Can do anything i want! (of course, still got limit)

Anyway, next time need to go back to school to teach new member....
problem is after that i dun have car to go home...
unless i ask my dad bring me home lorr..
quite ma fan....

We will have a outing with fiona too...
J3Ping d friends....if wan to come, tell fiona la =)
But told u all 1st, we will not go centre...coz too ngiak!
Our revenue would be damai =D

K la...duno wan write wat liao....
so till here for 2day!

Exam!

2009-05-23T09:00:00.000-07:00

We start to exam 2day,
with book-keeping and art subject...

About book-keeping,
hate the final account lorr....
balance sheet not balance = shit
=x
other section ok la...know to do and balance also =)

Art, o gui la..
din study a words of the book...
When received the question paper, the whole class suddenly hang liao...
Because, NOBODY REALLY STUDY FOR IT! xD
Some of them din do it then sleep....
Me? err, try to do lorr...no commancence d...
coz if malay and really duno how to do....
using a bom to do it....

Anyway, next week could be very busy....
so GAMBATEH in your exam and take care of yourself la!
Dun study dao soi o....

20.05.09

2009-05-20T04:13:00.000-07:00

Weird~!
1st time i can be so "healthy" when i was awake while i was sick...
But this morning, i did it...Lol
Actually yesterday think if 2day fever then don't wanted to go school...
manatau -.-
no choice....have to go to school....=(

Not really healthy la...when reached school,
started to cough again....
真是好景不长~

When BM class a...
more o gui....terus fishing! =P
The teacher say what also don't know...

Ah Hock~Ah Hock~
Dun fang fei ji e..
I have waited you for an hour la plz! =\

Fever....

2009-05-19T04:30:00.001-07:00

Haizz...just like what i said yesterday at my blog, i really fever today! =(

So suffer lo~ Flu + Cough + Fever = ????
How to exam if like this???

Just now d Math's lesson...keep fishing at the class..
Duno teacher have seen or not -.-
Horrible things is...while fishing, i'm doing a math equation...
so how???
All wrong lorr! My format is right, but the number i put is wrong =X

About the the art....
I have done it, but teacher have given me comment too...
He says that my work d colour quite equal, i should colour out the difference(using pencil)...
So, i need to change a bit more....
But my friends all soi! xD
Because i have draw it for 4 days already...
now i started to draw it again!
Especially Vincent, he ask me stop drawing and go to die! =P

Sick!

2009-05-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

Haizz...sick so badly recently....flu and cough!
At school still ok, but when back home....o gui la! = [
Keep coughing tu~

Just now still eat the fry "bao yu gu" and play volleyball in the rain...
Maybe 2molo will fever....-.-

Anyway, i think i got a psikologi problem....
Every time before exam, i sure will sick....
Is that this is how the way my mental trying to avoid for exam????
Maybe or maybe not...wondering~

Today P.E lesson quite happy.
I played volleyball with Chaisky and Yvonne....
Finally i found opponent that is well but not those represent school...
so i will not feel stress when play with them = ]

14.05.09

2009-05-14T05:20:00.000-07:00

Reached school late 2day....
My mum caused it....Always in slow movement, duno why....

Lol....Today the Commerce teacher came into our class for 4 times!
Classmate all say want vomit liao when see dao him! xD
For me, just like nothing la...
But at least don't take Sejarah d period mah...
Many times didn't attend sejarah period since preparing for concert...
Don't know how i'm going to fail this time ><

Anyway, quite happy because my art is accepted! =D
Teacher didn't even say it is run out from the title....
Didn't wasted my time to complete it....

Ha! Today i didn't go swimming...Tu Hong Hong la, ask me to stay...
Manatau just ask me do something very very simple...
Of course, i won't do it...coz it's pass already...
Don't wanted to think about it anymore....

Now, need to rush for the sejarah project! -.-

13.05.09

2009-05-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

Again, i feel sleepy on the way to school...
Why would be like that? Not enough of protein or what?
When reached class, i straight away sleep in the class....

Aiya, forgot what had happened this morning...

Oh ya! While i haven't really awake, i heard teacher, Evelyn scolding my classmate....
They are caught because they smoke in the toilet....
Finally?!
Sometimes trying to helping a person is useless if the person don't know to regret to what did he/she do....
Although just hearing, i know Evelyn is very disappointed....
But, those smoker seems like they are doing nothing wrong....(i awake)

*Cikgu~Cikgu~ tak payah susah mau nasihat diorang....kalau mereka betul mau berubah,
diorang takkanlah rokok sekarang....
Tak payahlah mau sampai kena tangkap....*

1st lesson is Math class....OMG, don't know who teach Calvin to sing 光良 d 约定.
He sing dao out of pitch lagi....Really wish that i could shut his mouth...
Yesterday 童话，today 约定....Duno what will he sing 2molo...
Vincent 也是的...if not good in chinese songs then don't teach him la...
Teach dao run pitch....so suffering lo my ears!

Then commerce class, the STUPID MR LAI CAME!
caught me for no reason....My hair is pass d la....
Lao hua yen meh?!

Straightly no mood after cut....
Just keep drawing only....
Because according to the newspaper,when you are mad...you should do :-
(i) Do the things that you can do well like your hobby
(ii) Find your friends and talk to them
(iii) Listen to music
Just remember this, others forgotten....
And the only thing i can do well at that time is drawing....
Lazy to go band and take out my instrument and play...

Finally, i done my drawing which take me 2 days to complete....
But still don't really thing it is perfect well...i should draw other things except rock and waterfall only....
Haizz....hope teacher will accept it...
Because it doesn't really suitable with the title "Sabah"...
Sabah got waterfall, but not like what i draw... x_x

Bad mood

2009-05-13T04:15:00.000-07:00

死 Mr Lai!!!!!
吃饱饭没有事做啊？
乱乱抓人.........
眼睛盲的啊？！
还是老了判断力不好？！！！

明明合格你又抓！
死老头！
快点进馆材啦，活着只会浪费人家的钱！

11.05.09

2009-05-11T04:07:00.000-07:00

Feel sleepy this morning although i slept early last night.....
When reached school, i straightly sleep in the class until 7.20++

Teacher started to choose committee for the Bazaar...
Teacher also request me to cook for that day ( actually i want it also )
Don't know the time is suitable or not....Haha, but i still accepted it.

About the asembly....
One word, BORED!!!
Nothing to do then chat with my friends lurr....

The time pass very fast 2day...
Just awhile, 3rd recess already.....
So go bandroom to teach with Soon Ket....
Quite proud for Elaine, she didn't disappointed me again....
She did practice very hard for "The Lord Of The Ring"...
But just the beginning =.=
Aiya, better than no....

Then practice until last 10mins and let them go...
On the way back to class, Soon Ket and i discuss about her( not "her", is Elaine)
And that time i got a conclusion that maybe she scare of me...
Because she don't dare to play louder when i teach her or lead her....
Haha, stupid girl...
That is 3 years ago d thing...i had changed my attitude that would not scold people so easily....
If i didn't a, now i think you sure don't dare to come practice liao xD

Haizz...lazy Clarence....
Hao xin la...i go practice not go playing la...
Help me throw the rubbish also can't meh?-.-
Then i need to clean the rubbish lorr...
Hao chai you got come out and help, if not....i would kill you!

When bk period, can't really concentrate and blurr with the question( O gui lorr ><)
After teacher finish teaching, we started to play! xP
Lol, hit, punch, slap, throw...wat type also have...
Poor Vincent, i used my key chain to hit his "bird"....xD
Then he keep screaming....but then don't know he is acting o not because he shout for 10mins like that -.-

P.E Class...
Teacher very mad because girls late attend...
He ask us to run for 3 rounds....
Don't know why, i feel very bad when running...
Just one round then feel tired....

Then what had happened, lazy to describe....
Just until here for 2day...
Anyway, i forgotten to bring my school uniform back >.<

Moody

2009-05-09T22:08:00.000-07:00

What a damn hot day....
This morning when i'm was sleeping, suddenly no current -.-
No choice, i have to wake up then because i don't like sweating when i'm sleeping...

Anyway, today is mother's day...
So i wishes my mum and whole world's mother, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Breakfast, my mum prepared a quite special meal...
Ingredient: Tong shom fan (cantonese), prawn( omg, early morning eat prawn liao, 1st time), beef slices and fry tau fu....
Still don't have current...so after meal, i sit at a chair near the window....looking at my hse backyard...
The wind blow on my face, i started to think...think about what had happened yesterday....
Haizz, sometimes...why all this need to be happened?wondering....I'm a bit feel sorry, but that is no more turning back for us...I accept this as a fact

We woudn't be friend again i think....
Suddenly, i'm thinking about the words u say in my msn....
Asking me that to find another more pretty and nice girl as my girlfriend....
Lol, i be your friend just because i want to chase you?(not angry)

Think back....(why will i like you)
I know you since J1, at that time...i'm don't really like you, coz sometimes heard dao the way you talk with your friends...i will feel uncomfortable....
At least, that time we already be friend because of agatha...
But when J2
On one day, i saw you smiling...How sweet it is...
you are talking with your friends and very happy....
and i'm inside of the class i think....
Since that day, i started to like you...

I mind will always review what had happened in a day....
And now, started again....
I can just stop it for 1 month....
I deleted all you thing including your contact in my msn
But i didn't block you...maybe that is the last thing i do to you as a "friend"
So that i won't be worry when saw what u said...

Now, started again...
Just now go tuition with ah hock, i can't even concentrate....
Keep reminded yesterday d things....
Haizz...

No need to say to much la...
I don't know you will view my blog or not....
But at least, this is all the things inside my brain and heart....
It won't come out from my mouth....i just know to write it out.

Hate, as you like...
Avoid, no need...i would avoid you automatically...
Complain,i had stopped long time ago...i won't stop you too...
Skip a, still the same la....

Won't be friend anymore!

Good or Bad Day？

2009-05-09T03:25:00.000-07:00

Today, i go out with my friends! Haha....thought can be very happy, but there is something happened....I will describe for the whole day...but just some parts...

This morning, i went to Raymond's house at 8.30a.m.....
When reached his home, he make me feel shock! He can play songs already with guitar!
Haha....Gratz to him! He can play 彩虹....a bit envy him o xD
Qiao Yee, Qiao Yee~ Your lao's 的五音不全啊....sing dao run pitch liao...
But you would be very 辛福 lorr....i think he can sing a song to you when valentince's day! =D

Then after used awhile the computer, Raymond's mum asked me to eat breakfast with them....
Auntie, i'm on diet la...don't force me eat e....Lol
But i did eat, but really a little bit...if don't trust, ask Raymond x)

About 10a.m++....When we are preparing to go out, i realise that i forgot to bring my necklace and ring! ><
Feel very" 空" in front of my chest....but no choice, still need to go....
Then Raymond's father brought us to Centre point...

After reached there, we started our "plan"....
I'm helping Raymond to find shop to buy present for qiao yee....
This shop, that shop.....Finally, we found the just for you....
Badly, the present there not really good for him...
At last, he still did bought one...a crystal look teddy bear holding a love simbol at sit on a box, and the box can put things inside...
Although the present was very small, but it COST RM14.60!
That's the 代价 to pak tuo...
I had bought a card reader too....

Then, Raymond want to find a necklace again...
so we go to Warisan Square.....We went to Converse, Fame and many shops...but mostly is pass by only....
.......SOMETHING HAPPENED, i saw my primary school tuition teachers, Xiao Hong Teacher and Jenny Teacher....Haha! They were shopping at there....They don't know who i am from beginning, but then they remember liao...
Poor Raymond need to stand and wait for me because i talked with them like 5 to 10mins....xD

After that, we went back to centre...its almost 12pm...so i sms soon ket where is he....
Lol! he wait us at palm square but raymond and me is at ground floor....
so asked him to come down...
"Eat~ want to eat what?"
"McDonald?"
"KFC larr..."
"KFC many people o! wait dao our turn, no need to eat liao"
"Then Mcdonald lorrr"
"Wait until 12pm, lunch time offer"
"Ngia, lazy to wait la..."
"Aiya, go pizza hut la! Fan d o!"
"K la....go!"

What happened? know gua? we eat at pizza hut lastly....
We ordered Meal 3....Keep adding the cheese powder when eating xP
We ate for RM33....Same with KFC la...

After that, we go up to funsquare...then met both of rachel.
We decided to watch Star Trek d..but the time not same....
At last, we still watch for it....
Then when waiting for qiao yee's arrived, "she" came and say want to explain...
Duno why, my whole body 发抖....i keep hidding it with smsing and thinking should i listen o not...
But she thought i 故意不理她....ask me don't sms when she is talking to me...say that i'm not respecting her...I put away and go, 我忍不到我那在发抖的心....
After bought the ticket...i ask my friend to play game with me...
i saw that she cry...But i didn't bother....Brain started to fan liao...
When playing game...我的手跟身体都在发抖....Lol, I'm not very hate her de meh?
How come can be like this.....?

After 发泄( not really, coz my brain still very fan)....Soon ket received a call from qiao yee said that many bad people...We quickly ask where are they....Manatau she say they are talking photo and those fan chong is disturbing them...
So we straightly go down...of course, i'm leading coz both soon ket and raymond duno the place....
(o gui la, next time if you both d girlfriend get liu, how you going to find and protect them?)
When reaching there, i scolded them! If know got fan chong, then don't go mah...if really wan go, at least ask a guy to accompany...3 girls, how to fight o...
The horrible thing is, inside there just have guys la....except the cashier.
If someone get kipnapped, who gonna respond for that?

When get inside, she sit at there and put a "pose" for me to look!
Wat the...i terus nget shai and go out from there....
To not let them feel worry, so i say that i go buy yoyo...but actually, i'm going to shan xin.
When walking along, i saw a shop selling boy's cloth, so i get in....Finally i found some belt that can be bought( not expensive)....Buy one free one lagi( din mention there, know it when the staff there tell)

After that i go down quickly...so that they are not waiting for me....
But when i reached ground floor funsquare d door, two stupid guys called me...
They are soon ket and raymond...Know why i called them stupid?because they shouldn't wait outside lorr...they should stay inside and look after those 3 "kittens".
Both of they know that i'm mad, then an wei me....
We 3 so lao waited them like 15mins outside...

Then we go watch movie at 2.25pm.....
The movie ended a bit late, until 4.35pm...
We started to go by our own way....i followed Raymond's car because i have things at his hse
After that, go home lorr! =D

So, 2day outing got good things happened and bad things too...

Sorry no cure!

2009-05-09T02:48:00.000-07:00

Firstly, you no need to block me...because, i have deleted your hotmail long time ago but just didn't block you....That how i pity u!I don't mind you to block me, just do it...

Secondly, I didn't even say that i want YOU TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND!
Yes, i did like you before...but don't mean i will surely want you to be my girlfriend!

And now, finally you know how is the feeling that been treated like that....
If u know you always hurt people, then try not to la...how not to?use your brain!
You think i be so quiet because of what?
Because i know my words will hurt others, so i didn't talk so much with others!

Next, what do you really want me to do actually?!
我让步，你讲我同情你！
现在我不让步，你就觉得我 L.C!
你要我怎么样?
对你好,你不领情,认为我只想追你.....
好咯, 我现在不要对你这么好, 你怎么样?哭就是!
你想讨回公道, 那谁为我讨回我的公道????????
想过吗?
这几个月来,我过得很好吗？

为了不让你觉得反感，练习的时候，我可以不用看指挥，为的是什么？
为的是希望你不用一直躲开我。
因为看到你这样，我也不好受啊....

刚才,我本来想sms 过后才答覆你,担你说我不尊敬你,
那你认为我当时的心情是什么?
坦白告诉你,在你讲的第一句话,我全身都在发抖...
你当然看不出来,因为我竟量掩饰...
所以我才会走开,因为我忍不到了.....

过后你哭,我也看到.....
我在玩电动时,手也是在震啊....
不要认为我没有感情....
很多事情我都看在眼里,有时想跟Raymond 说, 但他不得空...
我甚至有一天累得很无阻,但谁来帮我?
谁帮我讨回公道?

08.05.09

2009-05-08T08:28:00.000-07:00

2molo going to go out with my friends...and the perasan d person is going to!
Actually don't wanted to go, but need to give "face" to my friends...so i decided to go...
But 1 thing i figure out is, sometimes my thinking is right....I didn't think too much...
She really thought that i think she look at me...Lol, how perasan is she!

At least, my mad for 2day is not because of misunderstanding.....
How come she can be so perasan a? Last time thought i'm looking at here and now thought i think she look at me...what kind of people is she? Didn't even know a person so perasan like her..
But horrible thing is, she told her friends that i perasan worr... REALLY WTF!!!!

当我看错人....That is my fault for knowing a person that is damn perasan but blame people for perasan!
I won't do that agian anymore....!

Sorry for whole world's Rachel, but i swear! i will be very careful when friend with person who's named Rachel! Because my life had been spoiled by 2 Rachel!

Mad Day!

2009-05-08T04:06:00.000-07:00

Today is the worst day i ever been before!
What the helll....
Hoi! 得罪你么？有种就面对面讲啦.....
小人！

Sometimes really wanted to find things and throw to u!
Now u know how is the feeling meh?Then how about me?
You think i'm not feel fan gan a?
Damn!
This is the way you treat me before,
now i want you to try by yourself....
how horrible is the feeling...

Say i skip you....hao xin, who want avoid who 1st de o...
If you dare to say not you started to avoid 1st,
then don't call me LIM....

Sometimes i think better that i don't know you....
because "friend" like you won't trying to 体谅 others...
Sue Theng know me later than you...but she know how is a person am i....
and won't say that i'm not friendly and skip her.....

You?!Go to hell la...know me longer than her...
But what is the conclusion??????
Say i'm skip you, don't want talk to you...
I'm not don't know how is the person are you....
People like you can keep complaining someone,
I don't want that be happened when you don't like my bothering...
You can say Fong is a dog....but i think you are not really far different with him!

Say that i complain to others....but who i talked to?who i complained to?
Friends like gedeon meh?chewwee meh?calvin meh?or chaisky meh?
NO LA PLEASE! I JUST TALK TO MY CLOSE FRIEND, RAYMOND, FIONA, HONG HONG, QIAO YEE, NATASHA LA!
NOT LIKE YOU COMPLAIN TO GEDEON THEN LOUDLY SAY THAT YOU FEEL FAN GAN AND ASK HIM HOW TO DO!!!!!
DID I DO THAT TO YOU?DID I?????????!!!!!!!!!!
YOU TRYING TO AVOID ME MAH, SO I DID THAT TO YOU LORR....BUT NOT SAYING THAT YOU TRYING TO LOOK AT ME A!!!!THINK SO MUCH FOR WHAT???TO GO HELL EARLIER?!
SOMETIMES, BE CAREFUL WITH YOUR MOUTH LA....

07.05.09

2009-05-07T06:08:00.000-07:00

The whole class started to copy Moral Workbook including me.
The moral teacher is kind of "crazy" because want us to done the workbook for 12chapters just in 2 days.We started to copies answer at the back but not others friends answer xD

When the Chinese class, i'm getting sleepy again....duno y, i will automatically fall asleep when Chinese class...Is tat a kind of sickness? -.-

The worst thing ever for 2day!I forgot to bring my add-Math textbook...I did put it out, but quite rushing in the morning ,so i left it at home...
Lol, how careless am i.....

After school, i didn't go band.....I went for swimming.
This time is better than last week, NO so many Malay student swim at there.
I swim for maybe 1hour and 30minutes then, my leg is tired....
so i went back to school.

I straight go to bandroom to meet my friend, Raymond...He is tuition for a junior , Alex....
Unluckily, i met someone i don't really wanted to meet and bandroom...
I thought that she went home by following Golden's car,
but don't know why she didn't for 2day....
I started to play Raymond's french horn after awhile....
On 4.00pm, we leave bandroom because the bandroom is going to close...
Raymond continued his tuition at canteen 1st floor while i'm looking at the student stay at school for training...
Wow, they run very Fast MAN!

5.oopm....My mum came and fetch me home!

That's all for 2day...thanx for viewing! ^^