Moody

What a damn hot day....
This morning when i'm was sleeping, suddenly no current -.-
No choice, i have to wake up then because i don't like sweating when i'm sleeping...

Anyway, today is mother's day...
So i wishes my mum and whole world's mother, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Breakfast, my mum prepared a quite special meal...
Ingredient: Tong shom fan (cantonese), prawn( omg, early morning eat prawn liao, 1st time), beef slices and fry tau fu....
Still don't have current...so after meal, i sit at a chair near the window....looking at my hse backyard...
The wind blow on my face, i started to think...think about what had happened yesterday....
Haizz, sometimes...why all this need to be happened?wondering....I'm a bit feel sorry, but that is no more turning back for us...I accept this as a fact

We woudn't be friend again i think....
Suddenly, i'm thinking about the words u say in my msn....
Asking me that to find another more pretty and nice girl as my girlfriend....
Lol, i be your friend just because i want to chase you?(not angry)

Think back....(why will i like you)
I know you since J1, at that time...i'm don't really like you, coz sometimes heard dao the way you talk with your friends...i will feel uncomfortable....
At least, that time we already be friend because of agatha...
But when J2
On one day, i saw you smiling...How sweet it is...
you are talking with your friends and very happy....
and i'm inside of the class i think....
Since that day, i started to like you...

I mind will always review what had happened in a day....
And now, started again....
I can just stop it for 1 month....
I deleted all you thing including your contact in my msn
But i didn't block you...maybe that is the last thing i do to you as a "friend"
So that i won't be worry when saw what u said...

Now, started again...
Just now go tuition with ah hock, i can't even concentrate....
Keep reminded yesterday d things....
Haizz...

No need to say to much la...
I don't know you will view my blog or not....
But at least, this is all the things inside my brain and heart....
It won't come out from my mouth....i just know to write it out.

Hate, as you like...
Avoid, no need...i would avoid you automatically...
Complain,i had stopped long time ago...i won't stop you too...
Skip a, still the same la....

Won't be friend anymore!